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picking up pieces makes my back hurt.
Dec. 19th, 2002 09:57 pmI still can't completely wrap my brain around Nicole being dead. Even though I don't suppose it was a shock to anyone, really. Even though the phone won't stop ringing. On standby to buy tickets to NYC any day now.
I hate this. It never gets any easier.
In the meantime, trying to salvage some energy for writing. Is it wrong to need to take time out for little things that make me happy? Is it wrong that they still do? (She lost that ability. It's one of the reasons she died.)
Two hours 'til Two Towers.
I hate this. It never gets any easier.
In the meantime, trying to salvage some energy for writing. Is it wrong to need to take time out for little things that make me happy? Is it wrong that they still do? (She lost that ability. It's one of the reasons she died.)
Two hours 'til Two Towers.
